A scheduling note:

If you'd like some time with me between now and September 4th, you should email me today or tomorrow...I'm moving next week and I need to arrange things around that. I definitely will need people to de-stress with, so don't let it stop you from contacting me - just do it soon, or wait till the dust settles.

Now, back to packing boxes!

I've had an inordinate number of people lately ask the meaning of the kanji running down my spine (you can see them on the splash page of my website). First of all, I have nine tattoos in all, each one representing some important event in my life or a philosphy I want to live by. I'll post pics of a few of them in the coming weeks and talk about what they mean.

The one down my spine is from the Tao Te Ching, chapter 45. It reads:

Understand contentment and you will suffer no disgrace.
Know when to stop and you will meet with no danger.
You can then endure.

I got it maybe five years ago at Lucky Devil, my favorite tattoo shop to recommend. It reminds me to temper my natural enthusiasm with caution...not rushing into everything headlong with little regard for my health, physical or emotional. It's been a hard lesson to learn, and I'm still learning it, but I think it's an excellent play philosophy as well!

Today was one of those days...I was very happy to have two nice boys to beat up! Thanks, P, for your great energy, and for the pedestal you put me on...I like the view from up there! And thanks, R, for working so hard for me...and for cleaning up my boots afterward.

It's great to be able to de-stress by doing mean things to others! What a great job I have...

Goodness, I'm feeling mean lately! Every once in a while (well, more often than that, actually) I get in a cruel mindset, and all my clients feel the brunt of it. I'm a vicious tease when I put my mind to it, and deny even the most reasonable requests.

Other times I'm downright gracious, and my sessions are filled with giggling and chatter. I suppose that's the way we all are, but in a profession like mine, my moods are more...obvious.

I'm curious which of my moods my regular clients appreciate most? I have a feeling I know the answer...

My new site is up and running! It's the simplest version, and I need to add more photography, but I'm very excited. Check it out!

I'm back from Vegas, and I had SUCH a fantastic time! I've never really taken a vacation before...I've always just gone to visit family (all of which live far away) and never had much money for such things. But I could get used to this! Walked around the whole time in teeny tiny clothing, lounged by the pool, saw Cirque du Soleil, recorded some homemade porn...it was a good thing. And I took today totally off (since I got in at 2am this morning) so if you've been trying to set something up with me, I promise I'll get back to you today or tomorrow! So many new boys clamoring for attention - I love it!

Tomorrow night I'm throwing a women-only party with Lady Lydia, my friend and owner of the space where I do my sessions. Can't wait to see what we all get up to! :)